Art my Sweet Solace

Here is my mixed media painting for Illustration Friday: Grow
written in silver:
Seasons change & it s the same in my soul garden
I sometimes find myself dwelling longer in the Rock Garden
I know I have to face the Darkness in me to keep growing the flowers of light of my Soul...

I really think and prove art is best consolation ^_^
and of course my love's hug and understanding & my dearest friends acceptance and support!
you're wonderful you all!
Jen I love you <3<3<3<3<3
thank you so much for supporting me ,for loving my work and for your purchase.
Truly made my day/night ^___^yay!

“Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin.”
tori amos

I always think that yes some people get bored or don't want to see your darkness, they prefer to see/meet you when the sunshine in your soul garden, but true friends are always welcoming and accepting:-)

and for the fun, some survey and quizz:

Couples survey!
1. Who eats more?
him I guess, I am very greedy one but seb is devouroUUsssSS one especially when he cook veggie lasagna or go buy some delicious pastries ^_^
we're French Yay( rarely chauvinistic so I allow myself this once in a while haha ^_^


2. Who said "I love you" first?
maybe me in a poem? but we both can't remember so maybe it was him, I had difficulty to utter this sentence ahah;)

3. Who is the morning person?
seb of course he wakes up so early sometimes, I dont understand, but hey I am not that lazy:P I sometimes wake up first just rarely:D
I love my bed warmth:)


4. Who sings better?
me I guess, haven't you seen my youtube ( laughing) well I sing under the shower,seb is much fun and adorable when he sings ;)

5. Who's older?
what's that question???:P meanie survey:P me ooops :P
really I don't mind,we have 4 years difference.


6. Who's smarter?
Me ^_^of course :P
kidding, I don't know depends on what you define by smart;)

7. Whose temper is worse?

Mine obviously I am a wicked witch
8. Who does the laundry?
me :P yes a Witch can do that too;)

9. Who does the dishes?
mean the washing of dishes? seb mostly and even more in winter because my hands hurt:( and also because I'm an haughty artist, what???my precious hands
they cannot be used that dirty degrading way:D
laughing
I loathe washing dishes:P
I want a machine who does it for me for xmas we got a deal Santa?;)

10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed?
me why?
does that mean something?
anyways, I just sleep where it closer to the wall, so anytime we move bed to change the room appearance I change to be closer to the wall, I need that
neurosis I guess ahah =^_^=

11. Whose feet are bigger?
seb ahahaha he is Big foot ^_________^and hobbits kind of feet ahahahah ;o)

12. Whose hair is longer?
mine

13. Who's better with the computer?
it depends, most of the time seb is but sometimes I do surprise myself wow wow I'm a geek is that possible!!!o___O
well seb knows coding and creating website and many softwares better than I do.

14. Do you have pets?
Yes :-) we both love animals:) later when we have money and a house we'll have more animals, birds in the garden,we'll create bird houses,we'll have fishes too,maybe other things we'll see:)


15. Who pays the bills?
it s complicated, we're both poor and not really independent we live thanks to the state.but we both share bills.

16. Who cooks dinner?
b oth, I cook, seb rmostly prepare dinner not real cooking you see
but when he cooks it's delicious!!!!<3<3<3
he is a chef ;) and I think there is nothing better than a guy who cooks for his little darling<3


17. Who drives when you are together?
Me :P
love driving but bothers me to be the taxi driver since too many years now, seb has his license but no insurance, too expensive!we can't afford it!


18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
it depends, I love to when I can :)
mostly it's seb because I rarely have money and I don't have a credit card, haven't had any since 2003 ;)

19. Who's the most stubborn?
both:P ok maybe me... I dont know!


20. Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
me :-) seb loves being right :P


21. Whose family do you see more?
Mine :D not my fault if my Parents are So Cool =^_____^=
seb's family is very different from mine and I don't feel home like in a family I am welcomed in I dont know
It's better than in the beginning but we're not verging any closeness.

22. Who named your pet?
we named Takun together but it's seb who found the name and I agreed and for Mayu it's me who chose but seb agreed:-)
we still don't know if we'll keep her, I want to!! I want to!
It's so warm and lovely to have two feline companions:-)
I love the life they create at home:)


23. Who kissed who first?
Him but I waited hours and hours, a whole with GREEN light written on my forehead, come on!!!! can't you see in my eyes!!! are you going to hold my hand? kiss me now????o____O
then at about 2:00 I began to be damn bored and he jumped at me ahahha :)
we just kissed, seb was so sweetly shy <3
It was a beautiful passionate and so wanted first kiss!


24. Who asked who out?
none we just decided it was the beginning of a love story,no engagement, just having fun and loving:-)
I was not serious at first because I had just broken up with my ex a month ago.just wanted to love:)
and I then madly fell in love <3 and wanted engagement and all ahah;)


25. Who stole question 25?
?

26. Who's more sensitive?
me of course:P seb is a cold heart :P kidding, he's not much expressive, but he would be moved at little bird crashed by a car.

27. Who's taller?
him, he is 1m85 and I am 1m70

28. Who has more friends?
I don' t know, he has more friends in France that he can meet for real, I have more friends around the world;)
I am closer with my friends, he is rather distant and don't need to meet them much.
I guess I kinda like it because He's mine then ;D
no really I try to tell him, hey phone your friends, ask their news etc
he just doesn't think about these things:) that's my love;)
I know he loves his friends anyways:)


29. Who has more siblings?
the same, I have two bro and a sis and he has two sis and a bro


30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
ahahaha maybe me;) I am very authoritative but we try to take decisions together.
Yet I always want it to go my way and seb is undecided or never bothered so we're fine together ^-^
we do complete one another a lot!
I adore my sebastien <3


I don't think I'm not very competitive I think but well it's just a fun test :P