iaaaaah I'm so sick of it!
the rain has washed the soil,it has purified our sentiments, we feel new hope buds here and there.
Even if the sky is still grey, I enjoy the freshness, I want a real Springtime and without some rain it cannot be Spring:)
Mrs Summer is too in a hurry and I'm not that ready for big sun!
I've been obsessed with ghost dancing and twirling lately.
A flickr funny friend told me that the hand looked weird as if it was not mine and it's true, I feel haunted, as if this hand was from the unseen world,arm dressed in snow blanket
it could be seen as a gentle ghost visiting me,caressing my cheeck,appeasing the bleeding Empathy...me wanted to tell them it'll be alright, they finally come back solacing me ah!
you can click to see the picture bigger:)
I needed something to cheer up myself and that white cat came in my room ;)
I had to laugh as if the little fae child in me had drawn it to make me smile;)
then I did this, as it rained a lot, drizzle mixed with springtime flower in the wind, sweet thoughts,nature poetry...
working on this Ode to the Ones who died too young, I felt kinda melancholly and sometimes a bit angry with my whys
I have dreamt of my dead grandma( dad's mom) kissing her on the cheeck, being so happy to see her...I dream of the dead here and there, I have this feeling it's my way to still connect to them,share with them,it's important to me.
the blue looks more like a mint or mexican green in piece, photos always don't capture the real colors of artworks and that's a bit frustrating!
Then I entertained myself trying Scrap Freestyle :)
if you really think you know me, you know my feelings towards scrapbooking, feel hum...well not condenscendent about it, that's not that for I don't take myself seriously
But yes I take art and mixed media art seriously,because I put my gust and soul to it, so yes when people dare to compare to scrapbooking I can't find my word here but well that's a bit iratating ;oP
But then why did she make scrap freestyle? thought she loathed it ;)
yes indeed...
I am not into scrapbooking for some reasons.
I don't judge the people who do it and I am glad if they enjoy it.
I just don't feel touched or attracted to it and I just find it insipid and boring,but yes it's just my humble opinion.no offense.
okay now everyone will throw stones at me! what did she say??? scrapbooking insipid!we're gonna lynch that girl!(sic the commitee of scrapbooking addicts)
I know scrapbooking is fashion and here in France people don't really know what mixed media is, except the ones who scrapbook :)
so I thought trying to get a bit familiar to scrapbooking in the freestyle way would help me explore something different and get me be more open minded ;)
I must be honest I had fun doing it, it made me laugh
I felt kinda ill at ease because it's so different to me to make art,express an idea,work on a theme etc, and here adorning a picture, and making it look pretty surrounded by crafty items and techniques.
Oh Goddess 11:25 am so many things to do. I need a pause.
it's snowing flowerflakes in my soul garden, I can't let myself get stressed by all these obstacles.
Things are so complicated that I might only open my business next year which of course gets the sky darker and darker, I have to find a way,a better way...
oh there was a Ver Big rainbow yesterday Thank you so much to Melody for the postcards and sweet thoughts, thank you so Much to Judes for the unbirthday package ahah, that bird plush was too cool, I adore it and so does my Takun ;)Gotta take pics of this!
Thank you also to Amy for the so unique and creative letter! thanks for spending so much time for me,it was very touching!
I know I am blessed for this!
