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vendredi 20 juillet 2007

I'm ten years old again ^_^

so this week I have received my art trade with Helene Geraud la fée who creates magical fairy wands, heart trees,wands in pot like a plant for wishes;) lovely brooches and pockets
Your fairytales are real

I was so spoiled as she added surprises in her amazing package ^___^
I got lovely brooches you can see at her blog and a lovely violet pocket.

hopeless romantic
She also offered me things to use in my art woooh oooh,it was xmas in summer:)
I feel oh so lucky to have had this opportunity to come across her artsy soul :)
but I dont say so to be envied or something I just want to share my bliss with you ^_^

Blissful Romance
I think that picture is my new fav :-)
I love love love whiteness purity, enchantement of elvish lands ;);)

The Sugar of Life

make a wish

voilà!
so now I bet some of you will want a wand:-)
I am never into making advertisement for others but it's 59 euros and definitly worth the price :-)
I think it's an amazing gift for a little girl, something precious and unique!
but for a big children like us all friends it's even better, one of the best gift, because it makes you feel back in touch with the fae child inside you, it makes you feel you're ten years old again, it's wonderful:-)

I am tidying and changing the whole bedroom, putting the bed in another place etc, to make a change, to start my new life even more, though we might move this year but still not sure when...

went for shopping for food this week and could not resist to show you my fruits basket:)

Eat more Fruits

because I have read about healthy diet of tribes in foreign countries, who lived old and didn't have any serious disease, which shows that an healthy diet is the best ever
eat fruits and veggies my friends!
yes I have also bought cucumber, tomatoes and carots, but could not put everything in the basket;)
it's seb that is going to be happy ^_^
no he did eat some veggies too:-)

Hey Chantal, thank you so much for the beautiful Karyn Gartel card, I love it!thank you for sharing your joy, I so understand because she is a great artist, and I love it when she makes it simple, she opens new horizons:)
thank you for your kind advice and reminders!


latest artworks

self discovery
nothing amazing but I have spent lots of time on it and then I was not completely satisfied, it happens, but it s ok:)

It's made with a picture of she who flies
I remembered wanting to make art with her picture since a while and so now it's done
it talks about self discovery
why then I did not take a pic of me?
well first because I made it for her and also because I wanted to enlarge this to self discovery in general
to tell others there is no age to begin introspection and getting to know our deep self
it s never to late to be in touch with our spiritual path and grow,learn, evolve...
in the pebble it is written "through"

reminded me alanis songs
the only way out is through...
because sometimes we get frustrated, we feel not enough and we want a quick fix, we dont want to get through that journey of self discovery through our worries, doubts, impatience etc
we can not really healt and get to make peace with our two sides if we dont get through it
I loved that song because I have also lived all that alanis talks about, I m feeling much better now, but it's beautiful to see we're not alone in the way we've evolved suffered, learnt and so forth

You're alive!Celebrate!

title: You're alive! Celebrate!
it s about 21x20cm and it's available.

Ok what did I forget? I am in a hurry so forgive me the quick writing so random ;)
ahah
I went to the hair dresser with my love sebastien

sebastien & moi

played a little with photoshop to make childish cute digital art

again nothing amazing, but in this the most important is that I enjoy myself :-)

My H list( not sure if that was the last letter I was at, but nevermind, I am so forgetful wonder if I will arrive until z ;)

1)honesty, very important, I feel dirty and uncomfortable when I am not completely honest...I think a life without honesty especially to oneself is full of sadness, so tragic

2)Hopscotch love love the word and the game, it's also in a song by bel canto, how much I love bel canto

3)haven, the room inside my soul where I can close my eyes and feel safe

4)hurt, a beautiful word, for the sound, but of course it's sad to feel it...yet hurt always inspired me...maybe was it a way to fight it? to turn it into beauty and creativity?

5)hecate, love this goddess of the Moon, of insanity and of the underworld...because of the passion behind it

6)hierarchy, eeeeeeek no more comment :-)

7)hands , love them very much, helping hands, touching hands, holding hands in sweet or tough times...too bad I still can not draw them that well

8)hippie chic, being gypsy and elegant ;)

9)hypocrisy, well what could be said about this?too bad/sad for them...

10)hyperboles, loves them, love to exagerrate;)

11)hysteric, me when I see a furry spider :D or any kind of black unidentified insects:oP

12)higher understanding: learning, teaching ,sharing,connecting with the unseen world, with God/Goddess,helping myself and others...

I & J list...yes why not :o)
1)Illusion
2)Intense
3)Illustrator, I want to become one...I am one already but haven t been published or chosen yet for it
4)Imagination, what would life be without?
5)Innamoramento :-) beautiful magical
6)Inspire
7)Inside
8)Inner garden


1)Jealousy, something interesting to analyze and decipher why we could feel that way?
2)juice, like fruit juices, I love that so much!
3)judgement...silly, waste of time, who are we to judge, and yet I know I have been judgemental many times...silly human beings we can be :o)
4)Jade, the name the stone, pretty
5)jaded, love the word, but not the mood
6)jail, sometimes we create our own alas...and we have the key to set ourselves free
7)jacuzzi, wish I had one but it's my luxury drawn side:) I think and forget,it s allowed to dream:)
8)jewel, love them! since I am 3 years old, have pictures,it s so funny, I used to wear two different ear rings;) so cute, I was already an original ;) ahah
9)joke, enjoy people who joke, who are funny,lively,entertaining:-)
I like when people dont take themselves seriously,and though it does not show here, because maybe I'm more cerebral than a joker, I really can be funny, well at least I make my father & sebastien laugh oh and myself quite a few times ;)
10)joy, beautiful name and feeling evanescent though
11)junkie, supposed former soul infatuation junkie ;)(reference to alanis album)
12)June, I think it's a cute name, months are weird as name but june and april are very cute:-)
though in France people would not pronounce it beautiful so I wont choose these names;)
13)japanese marble tree!
14) japanese fruitsy fashion
15)japanese manga, cute stuff, japanime etc, seb is hooked on these things:) we'll have to visit japan one day:)
16)Jen, of course...because it might be a very popular name in the world especially in the usa, but there is only one Jen in my soul garden:)I heart you dear;)

lundi 25 juin 2007

Your true self

found something interesting to write about today at Marie's blog from
Mich's blog:


1. What does your original face look like?
2. Who is your true self?
3. Are you radiant and glowing? I'm glowing now!!


1)My original face look like a fae child covered with cherry red flowers, I feel it's also sometimes two sided maybe, or maybe do I have two faces? something like the comedia dell'arte mask...My true face is better seen in the eyes of Love may it be family,lover,soul sisters and friends...
so it is not easy to answer...I am glad most of the time about what I see in the mirror but I know that when I feel plain and don't really care to take care of my appearance I still have the light of my soul and I hope people can sense that...
we can be tired, plain, ugly,with dirty hair, too fat here and there, have imperfection but we can be so beautiful at the same time in our words,actions and sharing...
I think that most of the time my inner self is aligned to my outer self because I try to share my inside outside, I try to embellish everything and remember the lights from within ,expand,scatter,spread again and again...that is one of my reasons to live I guess...

and this leads me to thinking of how much we spend wasting time on "others" not in the good sense, I mean, wasting time envying ,feeling angry, rejecting, wanting to hurt, being jealous, comparing...
I am not the wisest witch of light, I do fail sometimes I am faillible, I have been jealous envious I have wasted time on these paths, wasting energies to concentrate on my self, on my own path and being focused...
I wonder why we do that?
is it a way to give ourselves excuses?
we can ache on what others have when maybe it would just be better to see what we already have and that anything is possible,we can work to have what we really want...

We have our own gifts, beauty, things to share, we all have our own qualities, lights to offer and this can do a lot of good, this can actually change this world to some extent, making another one smile, feel understood and so forth...
we grow in this...
but it's not an obsession, it is free and natural,spontaneous and surely more and more if people cross my path if I have things to share, I don't just help to help...I used to be so obsessed with this like that song by alanis


I always should remember this anytime I feel doubtful and not sure I am where I want to be, too late not there yet etc
After all I still can see what I have already achieved and maybe I'm just too in a hurry, maybe it's no use running, maybe taking the zen path to where we want to arrive is wiser because we will go there finally,we're working for it, and the process is as interesting and enriching as the arrival...is there a real arrival (?)


2) My true self is what you see if you can see through me, my work, my poetry, my photos.
My true self is me in general, me lost in deepness and beauty.
I think I am a sort of witch of light, learning and teaching, searching and knowing
I am real , I know my flaws failure, I think I talk spontaneous, I am very honest...
I don't claim to be better than anyone, I know my limits, I push them if it's good for me and in respect with all that I cherish.
My true self is a mirror for my sisters, I try to make other women see inside themselves, get to know themselves, get to be real and very honest, share their naked soul and be fearless...
I never intend to show off or just be for the display though I dont deny narcissism and loving myself, but I am not intoxicated with myself or too self centered.
I think a life without giving and loving is empty and such a waste so yes I take care of myself,but I am glowing and radiating only when I love,when special persons/souls make me want to give, share my world with them, when I want to do good for others freely and with no strings attached...

I am often a little annoyed or perhaps upset when seb thinks I am too narcissistic and self centered, well I know he would not be with me if he thought so ,but sometimes he plays jokes on this and well it does not make me laugh:oP mean sebastien!!!
I am good sincerely I am doing good and wanting to do good and not just to look good, because seriously most of the time I just don't give a fuck about what people think of me and the way they will interprete me
I care about my sisters out there my beloved ones only and of course their eyes on me count a lot, if they can live and love me with my flaws, breaks and everything I am then I'm safe and blessed ;)

Talking about beloved ones , see what my dearest sébastien did for me?? ;o)
yes he did my beautiful layout! I have been the art director for it though ;o)( kidding, no sincerely he did the best of it!!)
what do you think?

he also did the blog of my dearest Jen:
jen new layout

Now I have told sebastien he could do a small business with this, so if anyone is interested in getting his banners, complete layouts etc, just ask he will do something ;)
for now I think we'll begin this little business with special orders, if people have ideas of what they would like on their blog, the colors elements they would like on it, seb will do it.

seb can also create banners for your (etsy)shop for instance, logo for your artworks if you need, or visiting cards, if you have any ideas of requests feel free to let us know and tell your friends!!!
(we might be in the financial shit in september so...let's spare money right now!!)
his interview to work as a graphist/webdesigner today went well so he has to wait them to call back hopefully next week!
It's a three months job but better than nothing.