tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1772601100788880462.post8909440466757099557..comments2023-04-04T04:44:18.911-07:00Comments on Helenina's Sanctuary: My own brain is to me the most unaccountable of machinery - always buzzing, humming, soaring roaring diving, and then buried in mud. And why?Hélène Deroubaixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04599807193628120984noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1772601100788880462.post-17892323762957131442008-06-29T06:02:00.000-07:002008-06-29T06:02:00.000-07:00Good Job! :)Good Job! :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1772601100788880462.post-46219817566608655112008-03-03T21:38:00.000-08:002008-03-03T21:38:00.000-08:00Haha. My brain is always buzzing about beads! LOL....Haha. My brain is always buzzing about beads! LOL.The Lone Beader®https://www.blogger.com/profile/17670946654211536130noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1772601100788880462.post-19833087436603351622008-03-03T13:59:00.000-08:002008-03-03T13:59:00.000-08:00Helene--This is something I contend with from mont...Helene--<BR/><BR/>This is something I contend with from month to month, year to year--<BR/><BR/>"Excessive characteristics<BR/><BR/>* Dissociation from the body<BR/>* Spiritual addiction<BR/>* Confusion<BR/>* Over-intellectualisation<BR/>* Living "in your head"<BR/>* Disconnection from spirit<BR/>* Excessive attachments<BR/><BR/>let's be honest, I have all those excessive characteristic, you can not be passionate and want to live intense emotions and not be an excessive soul:-)<BR/>but I am also spiritually connected and smart enough to take rest when the waters are too agitated."<BR/><BR/>I, like you, find it hard to live the life I feel as my own without giving myself over to such things.<BR/><BR/>I live in cycles--perhaps heroic--but sometimes I come back with nothing from my trips to the underworld, or "otherworld." <BR/><BR/>I've figured out over the years that I can be willingly, knowingly excessive in these ways--although they often threaten to kill me. <BR/><BR/>I'm not exactly sure why I continue to delve into my darker obsessions--I can only say that I find power there. <BR/><BR/>When I reach the abyss I have thus far kept myself from falling completely in--because I sense no peace there. <BR/><BR/>but oh so "wonderful are the hellish experiences..." <BR/><BR/>I find all of this erotic, hedonistic in some way--as if I am someone else somewhere else--a person not given to moral constraints or cares. Some of my posts suggest such a life--Somewhere.<BR/><BR/>Surely that is somehow related with my mysticism. Am I someone else, somewhere else?<BR/><BR/>Once again--it's been a pleasure in so many ways.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com